06 November 2009

Truth and Dare.

Ermm...im going to set my stpm again.
Start from 23nov till 10dec.
Nak tahu apa yg ada dLm pkiran ku??
Huh...Ashamed of myself.
Malu ku ka set br. Meet with my teachers n my junior.
Huhuhu. aduhhh...
Come on cyla...itu tidak logik la syg!
No matter what going on...People look at u and wonder why u stand with them there...U should proud by not giving up. Tapi bukan malu!!
And one thing ya...
U noe wat u want. U noe wat ur motif. then??
Apa lagi...
So, wake up dear!
Sometime, i owest motivated myself by talking to myself.
kdg2 kn...kta ada banyak kwn tp hnya kta sdiri yg phm siapa kta.
Erm...but thank GOD...my frens owest be with me. Luv yah!
Ok la, Promise to myself. I will start to do my revision.
Agak lewat nampak nya but i got my own plan. harap2 bjln lancar.
Org salu kta "YOU CAN DO IT" but kdg im refused to trust myself to do datz.
Ya tuhan...lack of confident la plak...huhuhu...
Hidup ini banyak sgt suprised laa!
Kdg bnda yg baik...kdg2 yg buruk...
Ahakz. Benda yang baik baru saja dtg kpd ku.
Seumor aku dh idup...br dkangau org keja printah ngau intibiu...
aduhhh...**My heart BLUSHING**
even just PEMBANTU TADBIR.
Grateful mode.
Peluang just dtg skali jak...
I got to grab it!
Nampak nya...
Permulaan yang baik bagi ku....
Now, i got my SPIRIT again.
Finally EVA come back!
Mmg idup ini byk sgt dugaan nya...
aduhh...
Tak pnah bhenti-henti...
Knapa la saya tak pnah tpkirkn bnda nie dr dulu??
U noe wat...im da GIRL who love FUN.
Aku salu habiskn masa ku dgn aktiviti kgemaran ku.
Menari.Aerobik. Bz ngan aktiviti skolah.
aduuhh...Im not blamed it.
But i got something from datz.
Bla kta inginkn bnda tue, then u hv to lost the another one.
Erm...da most effect my life is about my parents.
Aku phm apa yg mumy ku pdh ngan dady ku...
i noe it.
Im big enough to get it.
Makanya, anak org lain masuk U then ank ya ndai apa2 nk dbgga kn...
Aku tahu prsn nyak...
Lebih2 agi aku ke ngempu tuboh tok ngasai ya.
Btapa perit nya asai mlukakn ati apai indai drik mpu.
But plzzz....Aku lagi ngai bnda tok tjadi ngau ku.....
Dady..Mumy..Plzzz la...Phm prsn ku k??
I need sapot from both of u...
Gif me time to change everything.
Ku akan kabulkn impian duai d nyak ila...
Anak d pun msk U gak...anak d pun ulih BERJAYA gak...
errmmm......... :(((
Sapa kata TUHAN itu tak pernah wujud??
Huh...jom blwn dgn saya!
huh...
I trust datz...HE BLESS ME a lot....
HE heard my PRAY.
HE know my GRIEF.
HE know my DREAMS.
HE know everything bout ME.
Only GOD knows WHY.
Thank GOD.
amen.

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