Finger-Cross

Again. Stay up for writing again?

hehehe :)

I have something to share with here.

I just came back from hospital just now. 

You know what, hospital is the most scary place to visit. And i really don't wish to go there.

Every time i see the environment around me, i get nervous.

You know what, when i see people waiting for their turn to see Doctor, it really hurt me.

I don't know why.

I try to get through their mind. And it's really pleasure for me if i can read people mind.

What they are thinking about?

So sad~

I see their face with a thousand hopes & their eyes with a thousand wishing.

and i feel like i'm just a small thing inside there.

I'm just looking around but i can't do nothing.

I get nervous when i see sick people around me.

I was scare when i see the ambulance with the patient with the emergency case.

I was afraid when i see died people in front of me.

And i keep asking myself all along, why you don't try to be a nurse or doctor?

It was a very honorable job to save others life.

But, the fact is i'm afraid to face all these things.

I can't see all these things. I'm not that strong enough.

And i really salute for those who get involve with this medical field. 

fuh~

Dear God, 

Please bless all people in this world. You're the king above all.

You're the hope for the broken heart.

You're the saviour for all creation.

Please hear their pray.

Please bless the hands of the helper..They deserve your blessing, God..

^^Note to myself^^

I should think about others people. 

There must be someone out there carried the burden in their heart more than what i feel inside.

I'm still lucky.

What else, cyla?

huh~

Lord, Please bless my family, friends & someone that i love.

May God bless them. 

I love them very much.

**finger-cross**

With Love,