My FATE really make me sick :(

I dunno what happened to me actually??!!

huhuhuhu.. it really make me sick.

1st of all...once again.. i cant manage my future well...

Nmahal ku x pnah bhenti ka nyusah ka parents ku?

ku dh msk twintech utk futher study ku...then i had quit.

Ya..mmg pd mula ya aku x suka ngan keadaan ba diak!tensen...

but after 4 month later...i get to love it.

then ttiba jak dtg gak satu mslh yg kta tidak jgka...

aku xpat buat pinjaman.

should i angry to them? huhuhuhu... apa la.

mgenangkn yuran 1sem = rm4000. i had to quit.

TERPAKSA u noe.

then i had ti try another thing.huhuhu...

apply jak apa yg ptt...kalo dpt,msk jak la...

actually i oso dunno wat i want actually!!!

iskhhh...... ntah la...mmg STPM nyak bg efek bsr dLm idup ku...huhuhuhu...

now..I will reseat 4 my stpm again... i juz do da rite thing.

but didnt manage my revision yet.huhuhu...

my parents...huhuhu.. ntah la...cian ku mda cda ya...

lain la ank org kn...ank cda ya bdau bc apa2 nk dbggakn... huhuhu...

what i should do??

dudok diam?

buat bodo?

jd penyangak?

apa lagi? iskhhh.... im so tired....

letih ku eh...

aku xmu agi smda aku nk truskn apa yg impikn...

or juz burn it like datz.

:(((((