:'(

Teringin sangat nak menulis mlm ini.. entah mengapa...lalalalala.. I think about everything tonight. Think about my family..my future..my past..my friends..my study & everything.. fuhhh~ argghhhhh jiwa kacau la lagi. huhuhu.. Tetiba jak rasa sedih sedih sedih teramat sgt dlm hati ini.. Entah la apa yang ada kurang nya kali ini.. huhuhu.. Sabar la wahai hati :'( Now, i have to learn everything. Come on girl.. there is no more phrase "i have to" in ur life. U must learn everything syg... huhuhu.. Ya.. I must learn everything from now on. Manage my spending & think about my parents. :'( Fuhhhh~ Sorry for burden too much. I know i'm quite lucky person in this world to have a parents like my dad & mum. huhuhu. And now, bercakap pula pasal kawan. fuhh~ Memang betol la kata2 mereka.. Friends with benefits sgt2. Bila kita tak punya apa2, tiada siapa yang nak memandang. Dan bila kita punya segala, semua datang menghampiri. fuhhh~ okay. Jangan pkir yang bukan yer syg. Tolong la mereka bila orang memerlukn..huhuhu. Tapi kn, saya susah sgt nak bkata "NO" bila bhadapan dgn pelbagai situasi. fuhhh~ Ya Tuhan, tolonglah aku. :'( Sabarlah wahai hati. I can't please everyone. I'm sorry :'(

Bercakap pulak dgn hal akademik la konon..I'm not on the track yet. Suma org mgeluh, degree nie ssh lagi la..and etc.. Tapi saya blom rasa apa2 nie. huhuhuhu.. Please wake up dear. That's for ur future syg. Jangan main2. huhuhu. Perlukah aku persuade dri sdiri begini tiap2 hari??? Oh no. sigh >.<

And lastly..cinta ini membunuh ku!!!! arrrrrggghhhhhhhh. Please give up. Please give up. Please give up. Please give up. :( sedihhhh aaaa bila melihat diri ini begini.. :( Sabarlah wahai hati.. Time will heals everything. AMEN.

I just can't talk to everyone. Nobody will knows what i feel inside. 

Keep silent.

TQ my blog. 

KBYE.

With Love,